uncle three years ago. He was run over by a bus. It was hard to deal with, but I wasn't too close with him, but that still didnt make it easy. But then I lost my father about a year ago in a jet ski accident. That was really hard because my parents were divorced, so I only saw him a few times a month. I finally ended up moving in with him about 3 or 4 years ago. And then he passed away. So I am gratful of the times I shared with him and the memories I had. My girlfriend of almost three years decided it would be best for us to take a "break." I also had problems with my mom getting kicked out to the street by my aunt and trying to find her a place to live before winter. Dealing with all of that was truely a test for myself. I'm also a strong person so I am doing somewhat fine. So even though we didnt go through the exact same things I feel your pain. Hope everything is better in 04 for you and myself.